Whilst I was an active psychiatric nurse, I was always searching for reasons as to what made people tick. But after becoming physically disabled from COVID-19 and having to stop working, I never gave up wanting to help others, and grow my believe system in myself, and to grow in my confidence rather than stop thinking. I never give up. I was always learning new skills when nursing to grow my expertise, and I simply enjoy it even now, enough to not want to stop.