Trust me, it's isn't easy. I had Cancer in my younger years, then when Covid reared up, I caught it full on while I was working. I now can't walk far, wear hearing aids, and have a weakened heart muscle. I can't work anymore since Covid in 2020, and I'm only 53 but, I keep on smiling, trying to rest when I need to ('try' being the operative word) finally enjoying writing my book, and enjoying spending more time with my wife and getting out to the beach now; which I very rarely could when I was a nurse. So, there are some positives and I try to focus on them.